Finding Your Energetic Balance

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This month in my Hatha classes we’re working on balance.  Funny, since I am finding balance to be somewhat difficult to obtain these days.  Not physically, I actually have a rather good sense of balance (except when in Uttitha Hasta Padagustasana and scanning the class to see how my students are doing).

My lack of balance is more mental than anything.

I just feel like there are 1000 and one things I need/want to do in a day, and I can’t seem to resurrect my college-like, Cume Laude time management skills.  There are the things I need to do: toddler care, cleaning, errands, running a yoga business, yard work, cooking, etc.  There are the things I want to do: raise a smart/intelligent/godly daughter; home yoga practice; read God’s word; yoga blog; not just cooking but planning and prepping; cardio; write a novel; study anatomy; read for pleasure; scrapbook;  renovate my home; organize; etc; etc; etc.

Ahhhhhhhhhhh! *pulls hair out*

“When you stand with your two feet on the ground, you will always keep your balance.” –Tao Te Ching

I giggled when I found the above quote while searching for some inspiration for my balancing practice. In yoga we often balance with only one foot on the ground, or maybe just our hands on the ground.  So how does this apply to yoga or to life?

In specific yoga asanas when we don’t have both feet on the ground, we can utilize other “feet.”  For example, our breath, core strength or imagining a flexed foot is pressing against the ground or wall are all stabilizers.  We can also use props, allowing these tools to become an extension of self.

Finding mental balance in this out of sorts world may not be so easy.  One place to begin keeping our “mental” feet on the ground is by letting go of our attachment to perfection.   Maybe letting go of our attachment to perfection means literally letting go of something or many things on our to-do list.  Or perhaps, it means letting go of what we need to achieve in a day.

“Don’t hold on too long, but don’t let go too soon.  Find a balance” –Morrie Swartz

For me, it’s time to take a deep breath and let go of my perfection while still holding on to my core values.  Even if I don’t balance everything perfectly every day, at least I can come to my mat or my breath or prayer and just let go.

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